Dream Career

My dream career would be to become an author, the best author there ever were. I'm so terribly inspired by life and the events I have lived through. I'm inspired by the people I love and admire, which are my husband and children. How can I admire my children? how can I not? I've been blessed to be in the presence of genius and that is nothing to take lightly, not only are they smart........they are sweet souls that dance around me and fill my heart with joy. I live in a fairytale and I am the queen. Okay now you see what I mean about being an author and writing books. Maybe I should start with a children's book since I see life in such a beautiful way, much like a child sees the world. I have come to love my life and be happy with it as it is, many around me find it weird........or too sweet, yes, sadly there are so many in this world that think life should not be so happy, they are people who have not been given the opportunity to love and be loved. I hope someday they will find the truest of loves and feel the happiness it can bring. It's about feeling a freedom like no other, of letting go of all judgement and feelings of self consciousness, I guess giving all of you is just that...... living without conscious or limit,of loving without keeping score. I guess I couldn't really be an author, I go from one thing to the other. I could write a jumbled book for jumbled people like me who like to talk about this and that, might even call it the book of Knick Knacks. Well, I suppose being an author could be lots of fun but also lots of work, getting all the spelling right (thank God for spell check), proper grammar and punctuation..........how about I just make Audio books? well after all it's my dream....